TOMORROW

I am thinking vey hard now...of what I should wear for tomorrow.Maybe.I shoould wear a white almost plain tee..paired with a black legging and long grey teenage vest...wih a white peep toe heels...or,.maybe I should wear that green top with my black legging..or..do I look better in my striped shorts and put on a simple spaghetti.Ough..keep thinking..and keep thinking..and what about my hair?..what I should do with that 'naughty mane'.as far as I concen,.my mane would never listen to me..so far!Should I just pin it..or just ask for help from y headgear..or,..should I just leave it like that..Ough..come on..its only a day out with friends..do I have to think like I am going to have fun with someone from a royal family..duhh..as if..

But..tomorrow is going to be an excited day..for the first time ever..since 2003..I have a chance to hang out with my ex-school mate.True and Ngu...and True told me,.she would bring her friend along for that 'electro' friends meeting up.Owhh..another one new friend..Night time..I wonder which outfit that suits me well for the night..What if I wear my green+yellow satin dress..will it look nice on me?.or will I turn into something else..you know..a wall flower..or maybe I will look more like a celebrity..Oughh..thats too much..I never expect me myself to turn into that celeebrity look alike..never!!Because I know..they are all too fake..and a litle bit too much..But,.I think that satin dress will help me to create such an amazing night..I wore it once last time..went for clubbing with my donut..but I forgot to bring my camera to capture that blastfull night..and I think it will look grat if I put my pearl necklace on it..and slip on my white peep toe heels..bingo!!.I think its really perfect..gotta have a camera ready in my bag tomorrow..so,..TOMORROW..here I come...

TOGA TOP HUNTER

Its been quite long I didnt posting anything on my blog.I wasnt really busy, but I was just spending my 24 precious hours doing nothing..watching TV,.laughing with my friends,.window shopping and eating..and taking those beautiful+ogre looking pictures.Damn...seriously I got nothing to do at home..and at the moment I am listening to Avril Lavigne-Dont Tell Me..whilst writing and posting a new entry on my 'A Scratch'.I suppose to get to know my examination result today,.but untill now I couldnt..stupid UiTM..they said the results will be uploaded on the website today,..but as usual..dont really trust them much..I click the website many times but I got nothing..Duhh..I think Id better check the result tomorrow..or maybe tonight...And I really hope that I could get a good result..though I wasnt really have a better understanding on my studies..and the fact is,.I wasnt ready to seat for those papers..but,.as usual,.I have to because there was no choicce left..whether I ready or not..there was nothing I could do...what a life...

Its almost 6pm and Im still in front of the pc..viewing those pretty pictures of my friends...and kep myself update with the world..reading news...and here it goes..as usual,.I cant help myself from being attracted to the 'Toga Top'..maybe.,it because I still havent get it yet..White toga top..with a bit of lace detail..I dont want too much details on it..or else I might looks like a grumpy Mrs.Johnson..and I keep looking and searching for a best deal..err..not too expensive please..I know I ccannot afford too exxy Toga Top...plus..I dont think I would wear it the next 2 or 3 years later....anyone.please..if you read my blog..please..and please help me to find that 'best deal' Toga Top...I really need it to be paired with my black skinny and that olive green shorts..

MY NEW GLADIATOR

Knock..knock...its 9am..and its Sunday..oughh..and I have to open the door with my eyes half-opened,.just like Garfield..luckily I am not orange..and I dont have tail..'Wake up..hurry..1030 we will off to Shah Alam..'..ohh yeayy..I quickly made a move to the bathroom..10 something,.I tried to reach my instructor..asking whether he got my P license done,.and he said,..'Its with me now..what time you want to take it?.'..and I told him..I might reach shah Alam around 1130..'Owh..I'm on my way to Sabak Bernam..cant I just pass the license to your friend this evening.around 6pm?'..Dunkkk..I was thinking that I am going to get the license today,.but it seems like I have to go by myself tomorrow to get it...no big deal..at least I have a chance to meet my ex-classmates..and I already send a text to Azs..and plan to hang out during the night..yeayy..I cnt wait!!!..

Me,.my sister and my brother-in-law went to OU...I bought myself a new fully-covered socks,.again..the classic black color...I dont know why I keep buying the same color thing..and I spend my money on a fierce pair of gladiator..brown color..It really suits my Tod's collection-look-alike brown Padini bag..and I think it would be great if I paired it with my off-shoulder yellow-golden girl tee and an olive green shorts..or,.yellow singlet and white skirt..maybe,.it looks fabulous with grreen top..ough..I love it so much..it really worth having it...then, I indulged myself with a glass of cold hazelnut coffee and prawn noodle..I cant slurrp my noodle till the bottom..I was so full..3pm..its an 'fruity spend' time..we bought oranges and pear..wreached home around 4 something and I got my feet clean..and did the DIY pedi and mani..re wine for my toe nails and rainbow for my finger nails..I was overjoyed seeing the rainbow shining from a healthy looking nail...I felt rally good...then my sister asked me out again to Kajang..we did nothing much there..just walk around doing nothing..Its more to sight-seeing moment..Love it..I finally an burn my calories during the weekend..

Tomorrow...I will be in Shah Alam..hang out with my friends and have my glaiator on..I am so content when I think of it...and,.the net thing will be..get me and my friends framed..yea...taking pictures just to capture the good moment with them..and after that,.as usual,.I will get them uploadd in my Facebook..Jeez..I hope tomorrow will come faster....

HAPPY DAY

A great Saturday for me..I did the DIY makeover..the result was..voila...not that superb..but its something great that I have done for myself..I finally created my own shades..owhh..and it was awesome..I did the super blend of green on my right eye..and blue+pink for my left eye..I really like them both..I look at the mirror and what I saw 'A Pefect Stranger'..I cant even recognized me myelf..err..too cliche..the truth is..I still love the result though I am just an amateur..well..I cant expect me to become the next Megan Fox..

There was another thing..I finally able to connect the internet by using my own laptop..duhh..I was so stupid that I never asked for my sister's help..Thanks to her..If not..I may be dont have the 'freedom' to download whatever I like on the laptop...err..I wasnt allowed to install the Skype..so pathetic..well..fair enough..that was 'yesterday..I finally can talk+webbie with my cutie-donut..He is not around at the moment..he said he is going for an 'open-house' ..junior-senior party actualy..I dont know what are they doing at the party..hopefully he wont pushing me away after that..well..if he does..there is nothing I can do..a girl should never beg the guy to stay because the guy wont listen to the girl..ever..ehm..no big deal tho...he is not worth for me to cry if he really do pushing me away..ough..I just received an e-mail from my donut..and he said he is not notty..thank God...Love you so much sayang..

IM SORRY DONUT..

I guess tonight is the most 'idiot night' to be called ever..damn..and its not funny after all.I was talking to my Donut in MSN..we were chatting..and webbie..then I told him that my brother-in-law just came back from Jeju Island.Then I told him,.to be surprised we were fought for a small thing..seriously stupid.It was just because that,.he never told me that he had been to Korea.Well,.I have been asked him last time but then,.he just cant recall..God,.I was out of my mind when I threw him with the questions..this and that..and I was even mad at him..stupid huhh..I dont know what had driven me this far..I feel bad..because I cant control my anger well..and what even worst,.I already hurt my Donut...pity him..sorry Donut..I feel so guilty...

I MISS HIM

I woke up a bit early this morning..9am..sharp on the nose.A short call from my friend made me threw the nice dream.Huhh..movie on Wednesday?.its a brilliant idea..really.My life quite boring and blue lately..I got no friends whom I can talk to,.I cant goin in and out of the house like how I used to be before..well..I should get a life now..I am not living with my own..and I cant just going back home at three..not at 12..either.So,.all I could do now is just waiting for friends asking me out..having lunch together,.shopping,.movies..ough..anyhting I could do in the mall..I just dont mind.OMG..!..Obviously I could tell that my life is so boring right now..I seriously need friends to hang out with..and I couldnt believe that the shows on TV could make sleepy..what even more.,I getting really bored watching all those DVDs collection..It seems like I seriously got nothing to do at home..and I think that I looks like a girl who wants to 'preserve' herself for a few months before a wedding day...boring...

As usual..I would waiting for a call..from my little-cutey-donut..I miss him so much.I wonder why didnt he gave a call this morning..did he forget or something..and my mind was going wild..I was so afraid that he purposely 'forget' to call me..and finally my donut ring me right after I stepped out from the shower.He told me he was kinda busy since the sun rise itself..ough..really??..and no lie??..well,.I think if its true that he told a lie..theres nothing I could do.So..just let it be.It will show itself someday if its a lie..see..I just couldnt stop myself thinking about a bad thing when I stucked at home.Seriously,.I need to get out meeting some friends,.and having fun,.shopping,.watching movies,.I think Id betther check the new released movies in town..or,. maybe I should do something with my closet..trying to mix-and -match the shirts for tomorrow outing...

1st of June

1st of June..it brings lot of meanings to my life..10 years back,.I would really enjoyed the 1st of June gathered around with my family members,.cousins,.and also friends.We laughed,.sharing those stupid and funny things,.listening to the folks about their love story,.so many things to do during the 1st of June..especially on 31st of May..well..its a Harvest Festival..also known as Gawai Festival..we,.the Dayak community celebrate the 1st of June,.or Gawai as to thank the God for all his helps..We thanked Him for giving us a chance for a longevity,.and we thanked him for bring us all back together..gathered around with each other and we thanked him for His bless for those married couple..And there is something else I like the most when it comes to Gawai Dayak..its the food..I really love the 'manok pansoh',.its a special traditional Dayak's cuisine..chicken in a bamboo..I love its aroma..yet the meat is so firm and tasty..better served with a nice glutinious rice which are all cooked in a bamboo too..some says its a 'lemang'..owhh..yummy...

This year I couldnt manage to celebrate a Gawai Dayak Festival with my family..i found myself stucked in KL..waiting for the 15th of June..ough...I missed Gawai.Well,.I was thinking that though I couldnt celebrate Gawai with my family and relatives at least I could spend a Gawai eve with my boyfriend..plus its his birthday..1st of June..I was kinda busy trying to upload a birthday picture for him..and besides that,.I was planned to write a poem,.a love story..but something happened and I just shut my PC down.I couldnt even manage to think of the word..I was totally freaking shocked and I didnt know whether I should believe on what had happened..just now..my own boyfriend say that kind of thing to other girl..whilst we were still on the phone..(MSN)..'I saja nak dengar suara u lagi'..ough..what the hell is that.It seems that I wasnt exist..as far as I know,.I never being 'manja-manja' with other guys..shemale..yes..I do..but oh come on..a shemale is different..they would never like a girl..but as a friend..well..maybe yes..but,.I think there is something good after knowing the truth..at least I wont feel guilty after this.Yaa..who knows what might happen to me..maybe I would meet someone special and going out with that guy..woww....I finally feel so relieve...it seems like I have just won a ticket to a 'Guys fiesta'..