FIRST 'WORKING' DAY

Today is my first day being a the work place..'first working day'.Damn..its very tiring..and today would be the most hectic day.I have to walk a lot.Going to this station.that staation...then have to walk for about few minutes to my work place.,and walking alone makes me more exhausted.There is another thing..being alone is totally a 'talking to myself activity'.I hate it so much..that such 'activity' should be done well at home..during weekend..or dduring my spare time..but not my weekdays..God..hope that I can get used to it faster..

Another issue...I forgot to take a picture of myself wearing that-so-corporate outfit.Sorry donut..i only I have 5 minutes free time..I am vey sure that,.I could share that picture with you..and,.I am going to upload it in my album (FaceBook)..but,.the problem is,.I just couldnt do that,.I was kinda busy reading those yucky stuffs..and it makes my head spinning around.Hope that you understand..dont be mad occay Donut-Hunny...

My KS360...I guess there is something wrong with you..why is it so hard to put a silent mode..why you still ringing loudly when I was in the middle of the mess..God..I was so embarrass..by you..of course.Then..what happen to you when I set "you" to a loud mode..??You refuse to ring loudly..and what even worst..you had made my Donut become 'marah' with me...hope that you wont betray me again tomorrow.because I really need you to co-opeate with me well..please.please....

THINGS ARE BEYOND MY CONTROL

I went shopping with my sister today..and we were hunting for office wear..trying all those pencil skirt..checking myself in front of the mirror..turn around..squad down..and finally my sister baught me a black pencil skirt..green blouse..and a pair of black peep toe shoes.Oughh..I think I should get a new closet for my office wear..I know I will spend a lot on those pencil skirt.,blouses,.formal dress for a boring Monday..and.etc.etc..the lists would never end...I knew it.I dont have any idea how much I will spend to fill up my closet later.Hopefully I manage to control my personal account..and never get myself broke.

Here comes another story..my sister said she will be moved in to her new house which I couldnt remember where is the location of it.She asked me to move in together with her.I just couldnt say no..but,.there is something that screwed up my mind.I knew that I wouldnt be able to see my Donut as frequent as before.,and Im not sure whether we still can see each other on this coming August..its good to know that he will be coming back for more than a month..but it doesnt mean that I can hold his hand for everyday..and what even worst,.what if I cant see him during weekend.Yaa..I do understand that,.it is a must for him to prioritize her family..nothing we..both of us can do..so,.I think I should go out,.having a weekend blast with my friends,.shopping,.bowling,.watching movies,.partying,.and anything that can make me forget that 'he is so close to me but he is just cant get through the thick wall'...