WHEN I SAY...

1. I need someone to talk to...that's mean..I really need to talk to you..I need you to be a good listener,.not to criticize me,.and not to give advice.I do appreciate your brilliant view but..please..just don't say anything for the moment.
2. Go away and just leave me alone...its a lie.The fact is..I really need you to be by side..to calm me down..and to give me warmth.Just..dont go..because I don't really mean it.
3. Tell me the truth...please.I really mean it and I do,.appreciate it if you stop telling lies.Its really hurt to learn about the truth..but in the end,.I might have found myself strong enough for everything. What if you keep telling lies..??.Should I just say..'You do good,.I pay good..' to you?..you know what I mean..
4. I hate you...well..practically no..err..maybe yes..but it is just at the moment.I say 'I hate you' because of what you have done to me..something that hurts me.You might be surprised that I would say 'I love you' the next morning.
5. I want to know about your ex-girlfriend/s..yes..I really want to know about them.Who are they?..what are they doing..currently..?Are they a big fan of Hello Kitty?..So,.they are not the rock chic that you met after gigs?.Is her room cottony pink??..and the list goes on..I hate it so much when you told me she had what I have..Seriously,.I feel like I wanna kill her..burn her alive if I am Belle Gunnes.But..it i important for me to know them..and how you guys moved on your own path.
6. I love you...i want you to know hat..when i say 'I love you'..I really mean it..and I really-really love you.I stop seeing other guys..and no more lies.The sparks of our love brings the joy and freedom..and when I say 'I love you'..I commit..I bind..and I oblige..

A LIE?

My donut coming back home quite late today..and I start to think something negative.Cant help it.I straight away text him,.asking where is he right now..had your dinner already or not??..and ask him to come back home early.He must be cant be breath for having a partner like me..pity him.I think he really need his own space..Is it normal for a girl to act like this..or is it too much that I have to learn to control myself?.May be I read too much on my zodiac..and it saying that if I suspect or smelling something fishy,.he I should do the spying.Ask him for what he is really up to..confront him.But..I dont think confronting the guy is the best way to know he truth..because we all already knew that..a guy is a nasty creature on earth that we shouldnt put a trust on..girls,we shouldnt believe them.There is no need to ask why..but,are all the guys like that?..well..may be not..may be there are few of them hold the word 'infidelity is never bring any good'.I actually believe that word is meaningfull..Ya..it brings no good..so,.hope that my Donut always keep his words..no lies,.no 2-3 timing me..and I want him to be honest to himself and to me...