THINGS ARE BEYOND MY CONTROL

I went shopping with my sister today..and we were hunting for office wear..trying all those pencil skirt..checking myself in front of the mirror..turn around..squad down..and finally my sister baught me a black pencil skirt..green blouse..and a pair of black peep toe shoes.Oughh..I think I should get a new closet for my office wear..I know I will spend a lot on those pencil skirt.,blouses,.formal dress for a boring Monday..and.etc.etc..the lists would never end...I knew it.I dont have any idea how much I will spend to fill up my closet later.Hopefully I manage to control my personal account..and never get myself broke.

Here comes another story..my sister said she will be moved in to her new house which I couldnt remember where is the location of it.She asked me to move in together with her.I just couldnt say no..but,.there is something that screwed up my mind.I knew that I wouldnt be able to see my Donut as frequent as before.,and Im not sure whether we still can see each other on this coming August..its good to know that he will be coming back for more than a month..but it doesnt mean that I can hold his hand for everyday..and what even worst,.what if I cant see him during weekend.Yaa..I do understand that,.it is a must for him to prioritize her family..nothing we..both of us can do..so,.I think I should go out,.having a weekend blast with my friends,.shopping,.bowling,.watching movies,.partying,.and anything that can make me forget that 'he is so close to me but he is just cant get through the thick wall'...

A REAL SCRATCH

A new entry has been posted again...i am not going to write a complain of my unfairly treated day..but since I dont have friends to talk to currently..it seems like I dont have many options...I only can share those feelings,.complainings,.etc..etc..with 'A scratch'..It just knew what it should do..quietly accepting all those shit and keep it safely..I never take into account if there are people who are reading this shit..well,.who cares...Plus..,I hate to keep things to myself..thats why I really need a good listener to be by my side..listening to my day..listening to the 'crappy word' from my lips..and I do need a listener badly when there is a time I got stucked..mentally or physically.It could be worst when I had both...err...such a stockholm syndrome..I hate it..

I guess tomorrow would be a fun saturday...my sister asked me out for shopping..yeayy..finally..this is one of the therapies for the last few hectic weeks..God..I am so tired now..I cant even open up my eyes widely..I didnt get enough sleep for a few days and its killing me..I feel sleepy all the time but when I enter the bedroom and lying on the bed..I just cant close my eyes...is there any problems??A symptome of Insomnia..is it??..Hopefully not..I love that precious moment..spending almost 12 hours on the bed..dreaming myself in a wonderland..seeing the black and white of another world..which I could not explain..those were confusing and vague..well..what do I expect..??...a love story..and happily ever after tales..yikkss...it is so..yesterday...

I just viewed a silky satin dress...floral printed dress on the website...purple,..black and white..damn..I wish I already have one in my closet but..unluckily..I should get a life..it wasnt there...never been there..till I got 'u' someday..ough..that devil is so contagious..seriously,.I keep imagining myself wearing that silky satin dress..God..I cant get it out of my mind,,,erghh...help!!

FOUR OF US

It has been a day since my last post about the driving license.I was so happy i could not help myself telling all my friends..I told Fynn,.Bubui and Ruffey that i passed and they laughed out loud when I told them 'I failed for the previous JPJ test..twice for both part'...Occay..fair enough..I was just ignoring that silly fun of laughed..well..I got nothing to lose..lalalalaaaa....I just cant wait to sped my time driving all around KL..

I was having such a blast yesterday..met my old friends..BuBui and Ruffey who were my senior back in Uni..and Fynn..my classmate..we were fooling around..joking around...taking pictures..indulging ourselve with a little caffeine..nugget and coke-float..wasting time for almost three hours going up and down..turn left and right..and there was still 'a must have to do thing' acttivity..trying those cool outfit..God..I wish that I am a rich girl..i really love that black and white checkers dress..with a cute bow.love it so much.i wonder do they still have that particular dress for the next fe month?.hopefully they do..because i plan to get that 'checkers devil'..

Th next thing was...the non-stop talking session.We were talking about the work and career thingy...I told them that I already got myself a work..which I could never have an idea hows the work would change my life and future.errr...I was freaking nervous when it comes to the 'new staff tradition and culture'...gasp..I wonder how would they treat me...and what about my monthly pay..do I get the exact amount or is there any hidden ridiculous things like government tax..etc..that will be deducted from my basic pay..and what about my commission?.oughh...there are so many thing that I have on my mind..Then,.Ruffy shared his working experience with us..those are all funny and sweet things..I was impressed by him..working on his own..great outcome number...and I love his flexible working time..well..its on of the advantages if u are working for no one...no pressure and no tense...Fynn also shared with us her own experience...went to the interviews session...she already got the job offer but unfortunately her mom doesnt allowed her o work in that company..well..may be its too far..maybe...And..Bubui also tol us about his work..have to do this and that...an bla..bla..bla..the list getting longer..630..Ruffey told us that he cant stay longer because he got things to do...and waved us goodbye..then..Fynn said that she also got to go because her cousins 'is' waiting for her at home..and she leaves...I was just spending my time eating durian flavoured ice-cream with BuBui whilst he was enjoying his chocolate vanilla ice-cream..then..we went hunting for his black convocation shoes..but we were cant even find one...end up..he just baught himself a pair of slippers..next was the computer games hunting...but he failed to find the most 'interesthing and challenging' games..ughh..guys huhhh...Then..after waving goodbye..wishing good luck for other..its time for us to go on our separate way...hope to see them soon...because I dont want to make yeasterday as th last day we met....

DRIVING LICENSE

Its Wednesday..27th of May..i think today is my lucky day..i woke up early around 10 something..err..is 10 considered early for a jobless girl like  me?..then..i took a big gulp of ice-cream soda before i put on my red shirt and straight cut blue jeans..applying the sunblock all over my face and pu on some make-up..very light..just to cover the annoying eye-bag...spending my time in front of tv while eating 'keropok lekor'...yummy!!I love the sauce...then,.my instructor gave me a call around 1pm..oh no..i got buterflies inside me..and my heart was beating like it could explode in anytime...God..its a 'taking a JPJ test' day...

I reached the driving school around 130 and my instructor gave me the number..ehmm 65 huhhh..that time i really wish that '65' could bring a good luck for me..well..i have been taking a JPJ test twice..and i was failed to posses a driving license..but..nevermind..i should forget how unlucky i was..then.after waiting for about 3 hours..i was tested by the officer to do the 'bukit' thing,.prking and 3 point turn...God..i was shaking and could not stop trembling..and..finally...thank go..i manage to pass those three little devils..then,.i was waiting patiently for the 'on the road' test..63..oughh.finally they called my number and i greet the officer nicely..hand in my evaluation form to him...did all the '5 basic things for free 5 marks'..and here it goes..vroom..vroom..i drove very confident and careful..well..i need to pass this time..and yeayyy..i got 17 over 20..yes..and it means that..i pass..i walked out from the car happily with the big smile on my face...and i felt like screaming..i want the people aaround the world know that i passed my JPJ test... 

CUPCAKES FOR MY WEDDING DAY?

Getting married is every girl dreams..nice white dress,.flower girls,.wedding ring,.cakes,.and honeymoon destination,.what else?.ugh..i think i will need a wedding planner.Well..i want everything to be perfect on my special day.

I always imagine that i am wearing a short and sexy white dress..white long veil..cute little red roses instead of diamante tiara..simple and sweet make up,.yet makes me look fresh for the whole day..diamond ring with platinum..red roses as a symbol of love..God..i cant wait to walk on the aisle..holding hands..eyes on him..swearing to love him and care for him for the rest of my life..exchanging the ring..err..mine is diamond and..Yes,.I do...owh..what a sweet-heaven day..

What about the night event for my wedding..i am thinking of wearing something that is classic yet timeless..maybe a white silky toga dress..diamante tiara and pink roses..sweet smile for the cameras..and try to give the best pose.And the guests..i hope that they will enjoy the foods and indulge themselve with a sweet and reamy cupcake..i will give a goodies bag for the guests..cupcakes and sweet scented candles..and i want a 7-tier cupcakes..creamy cupcakes..white icing and red roses and i hope that all the singles would meet their soulmate..well..love is in the air and i wish that everyone could enjoy the night..the night where i officially spending a precious moment with my husband...and i would really like to appreciate the moment...by capturing the moment into a video and watching it over and over again..hang my wedding photo on the wall...ughh..i dream too much about my weding day which i am not sure when will it happen....

MONDAY IS A SHARING DAY

Here i am..sitting in front of the PC again..spending time Facebook-ing..reading blogs..chatting with my donut..sharing my day with him..complaining..etc..etc..too many things to do at a time..multitasking...lols..
Its Monday..i supposed to go to work today...yes..i did,..i went to the office early in the morning today..before the sun show itself..then..i was told by the HR staff that the training is postpone to the different date..15 of June..ugh...nothing i can do...all i can say is..'owhh..occay..so i will come back on 15...thanks..'she said that she tried to call me many times last week..but she cant get through..really?you really did that?...nahh..i cant believe that...its sounds so fake...duhhh..i wish i am the boss..may be they would try to inform me no matter how and no matter what...yea..by hook or by crook...the power of Type Y authority..lalalaaa
Its almost 10pm..and i havent take a bath yet..i was just having my dinner..late dinner..pizza..chicken..mango...owhh..i love mango..i peeled the mango and ate it whilst watching x-men..i dont have an idea why should i watch x-men..the fact is i dont like the Wolverine show..its not because of its ugly look..but..i just dont have an idea why i dont like that movie..
HBO..SMV and Cinemax seems like they are running out of good movie to show..ya..i do understand that Astro keep repeating the shows..but, its not the problem..they should offer the subscribers good movies..not the boring 80s movies..ughhh..its not worth paying for bill..and now i just stuck in front of the PC..away from the boring tv shows...wish that they could improve the shows quality..hopefully....

SUNDAY POST

Its Sunday..i woke up at 730 this morning..damn early..the sun was just rise..and i guess it wont give me harm..well..as far as i know, an ealy sunshine could help our body system to release to vitamin D..its good for skina..too.Talking about a sunrise..it reminds me the old days..when i was just a little girl..my mom doesnt always wake me up because i manage to wake myself up around 7 - 8 am..i love to spend time saw the beautiful reflections of the mirror..wondering why God doesnt give a beautiful pair of eyes..i always imagine that i have blue-ish green eyes..then..the next thing i do..was brushing my hair...wishing that my hair could turn into blonde..ugh..i was so ungrateful of what i have...

Then..i would just enjoying myself picking the flowers and talk to myself...well..i was a lonely kid back then..no friends...smell the fresh scent of the morning glory...and breath the fresh air..I wonder..is there any fresh air for me to breath here..ugh..the air is full of carbon monoxide..blame the car inventor...err..really??well..thats the opportunity cost...there are pros and cons when the cars was invented..and the effect toward the environment..woww..i cant believe that im talking about the nature right now..wish i ould turn back to thaat moment.

Its 12 something..i guess i already send few 'tehtarik' to his phone..and still..he couldnt wake up...waaa....i dont know how much time he needs to wake up..and get up..hunny..wake up..i am going back today..wake up please.....ughh..now i just spend my time waiting for him to open up wide his 'cute' eyes...

AGAIN AND AGAIN

Being in a relationship is a bliss..but there is always another story when it comes to the word relationship..couple..spouse..soul mate..etc..etc..or whatever it is.As for me..i dont have any ideaof  how long it will lasts..I have been in a serious relationship for more than a year..we are doing petty well..but..i cant see the future of us..its obviously that we are too far different from each other.I thought that when i already have you i could share whatever everything..material..>not to mention...feelings..secrets..anything..but i think we missed that part.It seems useless whenever i try to share with you how i hate it when you treat me like i was the only one to blame...and i dont know who else i should turn to...look what you have done to me..we were in the midddle discussing those stuffs that screwed us up..but it seems like things arent getting better..maybe i was quite too sensitive..or maybe it is because we fail to be a good listener to each other.it sounds like both of us need a new good listener to be with us.listening to the craps created by us..God..im  so tired..i just cant stand it anymore..i thought things would become as easy as we were both thinking but i was wrong..there are so many things that we have to go through..and im not sure how long it will lasts..not sure whether both of us can stand those crap..because you and me are totally different..as i mentioned many times...

11 THINGS AND MORE

I miss my Donut so much.I thought that we would spend more time after i made a complain yesterday.He promise me to come back home early today...but..its 830pm and he is still outside..dining out and have fun with his friends.Ehmm..guys huhh..they would non-stop promising this and that to the girls...but end up...it leaves me 'mouth shut'.I wonder how would he reacts if i do the same thing..im very sure he'll be very bising from pm to am..wtf..

List of things i dont like about him...

1. I never allowed to go clubbing.
2. I never allowed to wear my favorite shirt.
3. I never allowed to go out with guy friends for movies,.lunch,.dinner..makan-makan..etc..etc..(but im so unlucky,.i allowed u to hang out with your girl friends,.go for sightseeing..makan-makan.)
4. I never allowed to come backhome late..(bt u always come back home late..having dnner la..met up with friends la..futsal la...and the list goes on and on)
5. You never wanted to listen to what i want to say...
6. You always treat me like i was the only one who did the wrong thing.
7. Keep saying that 'Sofie..u never appreciate me'..but the truth is...hunny..did u really appreciate me..?..we only left for today and tomorrow..
8. Love to compare me with other girls...'hunny..u should learn from her to bake a cupcake'...she is good than...ughhh
9. You love to change me...which i think i would never want to..you should know that when we love someone..we should love the way she/he is too..not changing her/him...
10. 'U could never find a guy like me..a guy that can layan ur perangai'...how many times did u say that?..
11. You would turn to a monster if i late replying your text...but what if you replying me late..?

Hunny..i think you would never understand me though you said that you really do..but do you??..I dont think so...

GHOST

Ghost..i would give it 5 stars..This 10 episodes drama is one of the best drama produced by a local producer.Its all about Ezza helping out the dead famoous actor named Zack Imram to find who is the matermind of his death..and she has a special gift given by a God..she could see the dead and able to communicate with them. well..overall..Ghost had given me many surprises and suspense and i was just could not expecting  the next things to happen.I am currently watching 'Ghost 2'..i expecting the best from th sequel..many new casts..but Ezza is the same old Ezza with her special gift..and 'Ghost 2' is quite complicated than previous show.

I even recommend 'Ghost' to my boyfriend..he really enjoy watching this investigation drama and cant wait to watch the next episodes of 'Ghost'..funny hunny..you keep asking me what was really happen..i wonder do you really get what the story is all about..

APRIL 26.1986

You were born on 26 April 1986, Saturday.

POSITIVE : Very strict, intelligent, precise in everything and that makes her so special. Thrifty and always think for the future. Obedient wife. Cold in sexual but if you know how to manage her, she full of grace.

NEGATIVE : Full of jealousy, materialistic, not keen with children and likes to quarrel even in small matters. 

Is it?..Do i look like a very strict person?Well..maybe it doesnt shows that much..physically.Woww..i wonder,.will i be as strict as Professor Snape..no..it couldnt be...i couldnt imagine how are all my kids going to have a Snapey strict mom..ugh..i better not to worry  much about the 'becoming strict' thingy.yeaa..who knows it could bring something different in  my life..something more to..positivity..errr...it sounds too good to be true..i just hope that it really true..see..i am optimists..i wish..Intelligent?..err..did you mean that..i am the next Albert Einstein?..i may be not Einstein enough but i know that i could use my bain VERY well..should  spank Ruffey for calling me bimbo..ughh...i am no bimbo Ruff..precise in everything..yes.this one is really true..i am crazy for the word 'particular..accurate..perfect'..err..i am no perfectionist..i just trying to be perfect..in a way.i fold my clothes..my shirt into a nice..one type..i arrange it nicely..trying to make surethat my little closet can 'accommodate' them.I hang my dress neatly and keep them separated with each other by using my 2 finger..pointed and index fingers..i believe in a quote..'be nice to your clothes and they will return a favor'..futuristic..we dont have a choice..right..well..life is not easy as counting 1,2,3...its not that we ont want to  be a bit yesterday..but we are forced to  thinnk about the future..ya..wwe should get a life.An obedient wife...eh?its a good thing..hope that he would really appreciate me to obey whatever he said..Uh-oh..here comes the best part..cold in sexual?...ehmm..he knows me well..

I have to admit that..i am full of jealousy...i dont have an idea how to avoid the..jealousy..and materialistic..?ough..come on...we all need money..we need car..we need diamond ring for  a wedding day..i dont a diamond ring for my engagement..my conclusion is..people need money as a trade for something else..kids?..im not saying that i hate kids but..the truth is im a bit..kids schizo..errr..is there a word?..who cares..I know someday i will be a good parent..yeay..And..what the hell with 'likes to quarrel even in small matters'..?should blame the 'over sensitive' part of me..ya..i know that i could be so sensitive and fragile..ughh

GIRLS DAY OUT

Wednesday will always be a 'girls day out'..day to night..am to pm..having fun watching movies..shopping and window shopping..trying out party dress..floral printed dress..flowy black dress....having lunch together..ice-cream bliss..rum and raisins..taking pictures and walk around the park.'Girls day out' would never turn me down..it is because its always the girl friends who are willingly do the crazy stuffs together, its always girl friends that show their concerns and care and its always girl friends that i would turn to..to share the joy and tears.

'Girls day out' would not be called that way if there is no fashion talks, no fashion criticizing..and fashion bitchy..well..rolling eyes to the hot chicks..sweet girl and plain super pure girl..pairs of eyes would viewing those girls..from top to toe..our mind could not just stop thinking of the how sweet the dress look..thinking of how much that girl spend on her checkers top..how long she has to wait for the hairstylist to color her pretty mane..and what bran of nail color that she used to create those pretty nail..ough..i could just say that..a girl was a good God creation..we would non stop thinking and screening and do the action after spending few hours and days do the previous steps..lols..it is no doubt that we girl could not decide to choose the yellow and pink 'cotton for summer' dress..yes..they are from the same..well..,physically yes..but there are too many things that we have on our mind..not all the colors match our skin..we dont want to waste our money spending on something that could gives us the look like a grumpy aunty Fify..we would cry out seeing those toe show itself un-manageable in a nice and cute yellow peep toe shoes..see..we just cant help ourself to be that 'trying hard to be perfect' girl.Its a lie that when those hotties keep denying..by saying 'i live a simple life...im not choosy..im not dying to be hot or sexy..and i never work hard in order to achieve hot Jessica Alba looks..LIAR..those words are lie..yes..it is true that certain girl look hot with less effort..but still,.they are trying so hard to do the mix and match for that 'effortless..hot' look.come on girls..we are all the same..every girl wants to be that hot Alba..that elegant yet so confident Victoria..and all of us dying for a Kate Moss style.Who wouldn't huhh...and we also annot deny the fact that we want Victoria size..yaa..we cant stop imagining ourselve in that 0 size pants..well..thats girl..

FRIENDS

Friend..mate and pal..those are the words that connecting us, we, you and me with each other..a word that link and goes round and round..a word that create those meaningful day..those beautiful and hell day..and a word that link us to the future..we would never know what could happen in 5 years ahead.As for me..i will turn 28..and hopefully that i have reached the top of the 'hierarchy of need'..fulfill the physiological need..car, house, clothes..n more clothes.., Jimmy Choo's collection..etc...safety needs, the sense of belonging needs, self-esteem needs and self-actualization needs...Friend is someone who makes us to feel the sense of belonging..that is one of the reason i stand  where i am now..it is because i stand to where i belong...

Here comes the word FRIEND..and a friendship makes thing happen..it leaves a memory..and sometimes, we, as a human feel miserable as a consequence of the word friend and friendship..and there is a moment we enjoy the friendship bliss..together we follow the rhymes of life..together we singing the rythm of joy..and sorrow.I would nver forget that,..back in high school..my friends and i were singing Graduation song..and the tears shed..packing all of our stuffs and waving goodbye..the same thing goes round and round again..2004, July..i was accepted to continue my study in a local university..making new friends..we were laughing together..crying and wee have been through many things together..and here comes the day that we wish each other good luck..friendship hug..we even exchange a gift.. 

25th of May..it will be the first day i officially to be kown as an employee..and again the rotation of FRIEND shows itself again..should take a really deep breath..i will  find new friends at my woork place..colleague...the word of COLLEAGUE sounds freaky butterflies..it doesnt sounds friendly to me..all i could imagine is always something that opposite the word friend..well..maybe i watch too much drama..too much movie..melodramatic me...FRIEND or COLLEAGUE..they might be different with each other..but one thing or sure..both word would bring the same meaning...'a clan that be with us to get through everything'..

 

OLD SCHOOL

Fast forward..rewind..track number 7..and stop!!Here it goes again..True Love by Nita..listening to the song for the whole day..singing and singing..and i was imagining myself dating a guy

from USA.Holding hands..walking by the rail..with a red rose.Imagining myself wearing short and faded denim skirt...with a pink singlet.Goshh..i cant believe that i am so into pink..since i was a kid. 

I fast forward again..and turn on the volume high and singing 'i dont admire'..track number 10..a song by NiceStupidPlayground..and lost in my own world.I still remember there was no CD or DVD.My sister baught the album 1+1=3..the compilation of indie bands..songs produced independently under Positive Tone label..by Paul Moss..they were no one back then..unknown by fan and producer..well..its not that they were singing for nobody to listen..but Indie was not like the future Indie..they were more to U/G..underground..ughh...faded jeans,simple tee with minimal printed on it..converse shoes..guitar..God..i really miss those old days..and it reminds me a lot of a rebellious me..of how i would never agree with my mom..of how i was and always make her dissappointed..i was such a freak back then..too.Sitting alone in my room..listening to the music..reading those horror R.L.Stine..super weird Stephen King..ughh..Children of The Corn..indulged myself reading The Saga of Fear Street..Fear Street series..spending time reading for the whole night..it shows that i was so lame..

I woke up today..and suddenly remembering those old days back in school..do searching  for 'True Love' by Nita..but i just could not even find one..was down...its almost 12..2 minutes to wednesday..i already received 2 songs from my friend..thanks to her..i cant beelieve that i could keep the memory of 'True Love' and 'And I Dont care'..i currently waiting for the next two songs from her..hope that she could help me to download two other songs..

Rock n Roll..

Rock n Roll would never come to the end..so does the Rock n Roll looks..I am so into a vintage dress paired with a converse shoes instead of a stiletto..ughh..i am imagining myself in a vintage knee-length red/black checkers dress..or maybe polka dot..wide belt..red converse shoes..with my messy hair-do..and smudgy rock n roll eyes...

Erghh..maybe i should put on a big striped-screen sunnies...gotta buy it from Vincci Accessories..tomorrow..ya..i plan to get it tomorrow.OMG..i just cannot wait to have a 'photoshooting' session with a Rock n Roll theme...

Well...instead of wearing a vintage dress..mayb i should opt for a casual vest..i should wear it with a long tee..striped long tee..colourful legging..big-studded bangle..guitar accessories for necklace..and big bag with small and cute little badges...

Nail color...dark blue..yellow..or red wine..i think i better apply  yellow color instead of red and black..well..maybe its not Rock n Roll enough but there is nothing wrong to have it yellow on my nail..

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

Avenged Sevenfold is one of the American rock band and was formed in 1999...i am not a big fan of them but i love listening to their songs..Dear God and Seize theDay.I hope that they would come and perfom in Malaysia someday..yeayy..i will put on my white tee/singlet and my super skinny jeans...and rock the world..

WHEN A GUY TELLING U LIES

A guy will be a guy..telling lies whenever and wherever..blurting those words out to every one espcially to the WOMEN.We ask them to tell us the truth., and we end up getting more confuse and suspicios.Man..please..you guys are such a jerk..well..not all the time.

We women do understand that sometimes u cant help yourself to tell us lie because you always think that..its FOR SAKE.Owhh..come on u guys..it dosnt help.We prefer the word..KEEP THINGS CLEAN AND CLEAR.No secrets...and no lies.Dont you guys think tthat it is really hurt when we find out the truth..it would become something that we women could remember for the rest of our life..and do not blame us if there is a time w bring back the past..talk about something that you did when you hurt us...

To have a man that so called a LIAR is something that i always afraid of.But,..it is something that i could not control.I dont have such power to 'cast away' those foxy liar.Yea..i know..that nobody is perfect..but then..why did you guys really take into account if you found out your girl is telling you a lie..the fact is you should blame 'thanks' you yourself ffor being a good role model for us...teaching us on how to become a good LIAR..ven a pro in this field..zillion thanks to all of you..

TOGA DRESS

A Grecian dress..also known as a Toga dress.It is a must have item during spring/summer.Err..well..Malaysia would never have another seasons...we live in a hot and warm air..i love the climate.

I plan to buy one nice Toga dress or one shoulder top to be paired with a cool flat gladiator.I was thinking of buying a black top..erghh..is there no other color?..no more black please!Well..maybe yellow or white.I could pair it with my black short.It even loo better with my black skinny jeans..Ehmm...where should i buy this really look oh-so-sweet yet so hot Toga...OMG!!i love it so much and i am going to get one..soon..really soon..must buy it on this weekend day out

Owhh..ya...i better find an outlet that offer a good price and value for this item.I am not going to spend more than RM100..well..it is because i know i am not going to wear this till the end of 2009.I just hang it nicely in my closet and waiting for the trend rotation....hope that i still can fit in for few years later.

MY OBSESSION

Girls and make up..cannot be separated.Red chilli lipstick, pink blossom blusher, mineral foundation, eye liner, mascara..and the list goes on.As for me, i never going out without a compact powder in my bag.It is now become a companion for me..wherever and whenever.I apply it on my face whenever i see an over-smudged liner around my eyes.I apply it lightly on my face during a lazy-crazy day.Well..its good enough rather than leave my face bare..Owh..ocay,..maybe its good to leave it bare..no make up..no traces of powder..but going out under the sun without a good spf to cover my skin?..Owhh..no..it is like i paint my own skin especially my face with the 'polka-dots'..just like a clown huhh..

Here..the list on what to do before applying make up...

1. Do the 3 basic steps on skin care...cleansing..toning..and moisturising.

2. Apply an adequate amount of sunblock...with SPF PA++...better..it helps to prevent the sun      damaged and the form of fine line....girls..trust me..it is a fact. 

3. Leave it for a while till it fully absorbed..then apply the foundation..powder or liquid.it doesnt  matter..lightly dab a concealer to cover up those annoying blemishes.

The next step is...focusing on the eyes area.Use a concealer or eye cream to improve the dark circle.Apply the desire color of eye-shadow..play and experiment with the colors.Never limit yourself with single color.Here is a tip..a bit of pale eye-shadow can be applied to the inner corner eyes...for a brighter effect.It works.

Eyeliner...liquid or pencil..if u gt a super big pair of eyes..u can line the whole eye all the way round.It could helps to make the eyes to appear smaller..i dont really like it since i dont rally have a big beautiful eyes.Hence, i always start from a middle of the lash line on the top and bottom,..and draw a line to the outer and corner of the eye....then slightly smudging the line with a brush..sometimes i use my fingers..love the effect of it..

Then..mascara...i love the effect of Maybelline volume express....owhh ya..do not pump the mascara wand in and out.Well..it is for a hygienic purposes.

What else..for lips...apply the liptick with a brush..there are reason why they create the brush..it 

could helps to save the lipstick..and the effect...voila...

Blusher...it is used to brighten the cheeks...fyi ladies out there..there will be no rosy cheeks without a blusher..no dolly look without a bright blusher..see...how a little thing like blusher can do to help create a look of dolly lollita..apply it lightly outward along the cheekbones...there is no need to put more and more blusher..what we should do is to brush and brush it till we get the desire effect.

MY DONUT

My donut..my life partner.Loo Choon Seng..thats him.Was born on 1st of June.1987..a year younger than me..lols..1.7m tall and 70kg.He loves green and a football freak.Inter Milan is his fav.team..btw.i just dnt get it why Inter?..Futsal would become his 'forever madness'..he even sleeps with his cute soccer ball.What a freak.He loves camera too..D3 and D3x..err..i think id rather spend rm30k for shopping than buying D3x.But..i love the moment 'photshooting' with him.He looks good in his pair of jeans and white shirt..but he always put on  his knee length shorts...everywhere and everytime.I hope he would not wear his shorts and his Inter shirt for our anniversary.

My Donut got a 'Glamorous' phone for himself.A fake make up kit..it looks sleek..n glamor.I like it..7mins spaghetti is what he always havee for lunch and dinner..not to forget a bowl of rice and bean..with egg..sometimes with dumplings...he is a so called 'tea freak' too..drinking 'ocha' anytime anywhere..thats him..

Love u so much donut..

30 LITTLE THINGS

1. Full name is Sofia Anak Magie

2. Was born on 26th of April.1986

3. My hometown is in a small town of Sri Aman..Sarawak

4. I got a tanned skin.Yellow and brown..all mixed up.So not even.

5. Heart-shaped face..i love it

6. Crazy about Pink and Purple..these two are my colors..X0xO

7. I consider 7 is my lucky number..err..sik juak

8. I love shopping.

9. Fashion?..who doesnt love it.

10. Jessia Alba is my fashion icon..second,fall to Kate Moss.

11. I need a jumbo-sized of bag to make me look small n slim.It works.

12. I wish there are unended free supply of shoes for me from the great shoe designer.

13. Mix and Match..its the greatest thing hat the girls should try.

14. Fashion thought..less is more..it is true!

15. Thanx to wide belt, it hides my extra rolls.

16. Im a beach babe.Floral flowy dress..flip-flop..big-ribboned straw hat.

17. Black-hose to fit in during working days.

18. Colorful legging is my aim.

19. Rum and Raisins ice-cream flava.I just cant say no.

20. Green salad and fruits...trying hard to live healthily.

21. Green tea, red tea, earl grey, darjeeling..im a tea freak.

22. Java Frappuccino is my Starbucks lepaking drink...lols

23. Duren-Duren donut is my 'big apple' favorite.

24. I prefer 'back to 90s creamy cake'...say no to 'a blissful chocolate cake'

25. Illy's birthday..need a box of candle.

26. My pay day..my birthday too..

27. Im into R&B, Pop, Rock.

28. iTunes is a place where i save my playlist.

29. LG KS350 in pink..i keep it with me..always

30. Watching movies and shopping is a good theraphy for me.